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Hm.
So they shot porn at my apartment today. The girl setting it up is very big on Yiddish as a living language, and as living includes sex.... They cleaned up very nicely after themselves and left us the cookies and chips they had brought to snack on. The organizer said that the corner we have set up on the balcony was perfect for the shoot. The coffee stains on the couch added ambiance, or something.
It was weird, and a bit confusing. I knew most of the people there, had seen most of them naked in one way or another, have had sex with one of them and performed fake sex acts on stage with another, and it was still weird. There's something about seeing people having sex close up that's both attractive and stomach-turning at the same time. I don't know how to explain, exactly. But I was happy to have a camera in my hand and by extension something to do, rather than just watch. The fact that I'd happily lay several of the people there (had there not been a camera around) only made it weirder.
And mostly I was just tired. It's been a long day. Long couple of weeks, really. I need a short craziness-break, or at least a good night's sleep. Neither which is going to be forthcoming any time soon.
So they shot porn at my apartment today. The girl setting it up is very big on Yiddish as a living language, and as living includes sex.... They cleaned up very nicely after themselves and left us the cookies and chips they had brought to snack on. The organizer said that the corner we have set up on the balcony was perfect for the shoot. The coffee stains on the couch added ambiance, or something.
It was weird, and a bit confusing. I knew most of the people there, had seen most of them naked in one way or another, have had sex with one of them and performed fake sex acts on stage with another, and it was still weird. There's something about seeing people having sex close up that's both attractive and stomach-turning at the same time. I don't know how to explain, exactly. But I was happy to have a camera in my hand and by extension something to do, rather than just watch. The fact that I'd happily lay several of the people there (had there not been a camera around) only made it weirder.
And mostly I was just tired. It's been a long day. Long couple of weeks, really. I need a short craziness-break, or at least a good night's sleep. Neither which is going to be forthcoming any time soon.