Jan 12, 2004 16:55
Well I suppose I should start from the beginning.
Exactly two weeks ago today, I broke up with my boyfriend of over a year, Chris. To simplify the remainder of this entry, he shall be referred to as "Old Chris".
The night before I broke up with Chris, I had gone to Ft. Worth to hang out with my high school friend, Chuck. Chuck and I met up with a few other high school friends including a boy I knew named Chris. He will be referred to as "Christopher". Christopher was a sophomore when I was a senior. We knew each other through mutual friends. It turns out Christopher came out around the same time I did, and had always had a crush on me. I had no idea, until two weeks ago when Chuck "reunited" us. I never even knew he was gay. Well that night we ended up just hanging out at Christopher's house and drinking. After a while, and much discussion of past and current relationships had by the three of us. It was determined in my own mind, I haven't been happy with old Chris.
The next night I went to old Chris's starbucks after he got off. I told him what had happened the night before. He was angry, sad, but I think mostly he knew it was time.
Since then I have spent every day with Christopher. His family is so great. Obviously they're from Ft. Worth. They live off of hulen in a beautiful neighborhood. His mother is SO cool, and his Dad is the nicest guy ever. Christopher is a viola performance major at UNT. He played for me the other day, and I was blown away.
Anyway, I've never spent two weeks straight with another person and still wanted more. But that's what its like with Christopher. I can't get enough time with him. He's so nice. I need that. I can't handle rude people anymore.
Another thing that is so refreshing, All of my friends who have met Christopher, have absolutely loved him. They like him to be around. They enjoy his company. You can't imagine the burden it is to have a boyfriend that everyone hates.
So to sum up, I'm very happy. I'm the happiest I've been in the longest time. I went to get tested today. I'm starting school in a week. Things are finally starting to settle down, and I'm truly grateful for the way things are turning out.