it happened again
It hurt.
I know that this is normal. People come, people go. But I don't like getting hurt. It sucks. I am trying to figure out how much it hurt. These things usually get me. And sometimes I feel like I need to get over that feeling of getting screwed. This is going to continue to happen to me for the rest of my life. I don't normally put myself out there like I did with her. I was open, honest and nervous the whole time. It felt good.
I thought that my run of singleness had ended. But it is back, it never really left.
Fuck it.
I know that this is normal. People come, people go. But I don't like getting hurt. It sucks. I am trying to figure out how much it hurt. These things usually get me. And sometimes I feel like I need to get over that feeling of getting screwed. This is going to continue to happen to me for the rest of my life. I don't normally put myself out there like I did with her. I was open, honest and nervous the whole time. It felt good.
I thought that my run of singleness had ended. But it is back, it never really left.
Fuck it.