Dec 20, 2005 01:50
HELLO.....I'm at my moms house.........Fcn key...no....someother key...yes....
I've been drinking Jack D. and Sprite. At least 4 shots of it....and while I housesat for my mom, I found a pipe that my brother left here....mmmmm.....ow..so, a friend once told me that me that if I couldn't tell if I was drunk, get someone to slap you in the forehead. Well, it works. But usually I just slap myself on the forehead, and people tend to think I'm wierd/er for that. But, through this, it has helped me figure out if I am drunk or if I should wait 30 minutes. I know what you are probably thinking, I feel the same way. So, I have been drinking and smoking...not the brightest thought, but I feel good. I've been work 40+ hours and enjoy every second of it. I feel good about working so hard, but I feel like I am giving all of myself, including my 3+ years as Assistant Manager, for part time. I feel the same stress as my managers do, and I know I probably shouldn't but it just happens that way....
ok, I can't type correctly 75% of the time, so not only am I tired as FUCK, but I am drunk...and..mmmm.....
g'night to the folks that I love,
g'night to that fuckin girl......who's happily diggin' a guy,
g'night.
Ann
P.S. Read Million Little Pieces
P.P.S. I know you will never read this unless I tell you about it....I love you, I worry about you. I want you back. I miss that chick that tends to stick to you. DO YOU KNOW HOW LUCKY YOU ARE? Don't fuck it up, we like her. We like to see her, especially when she is WITH you. I want to see you, I want to make a valued connection. I listen to MLP and I think of you, to an extent that makes me happy/sad. But, then I think of you (more often than I normally do) and that makes me sad/happy. I LOVE YOU! I want to help. But I don't think you would accept it. I think of you a lot. I love you.