you bad girl, does it feel good, being bad and get worse...
I feel so crazy.
Totally crazy.
Really totally crazy.
This week/weekend has brought to light interesting new truths.
Well, ones that are probably temporary and very new.
It makes me not feel so alone.
There's less bullshit noise in my life.
The sounds around me are meaningful compared to late at night before.
I bet writing about things will turn everything to shit again.
That's the standard it seems.
Don't get me wrong.
Before was depressing but beautiful in it's depth.
Now is nice because it's only so deep.
Actually, it's pretty shallow.
As critical as I am, I seem to have accepted my personality.
I am happy I think the way I do.
I am consistent now that I don't try to fight it.
As long as everything is changing, I hope I stay the same or, if I do change I hope it's to someone more mature.
Totally crazy.
Really totally crazy.
This week/weekend has brought to light interesting new truths.
Well, ones that are probably temporary and very new.
It makes me not feel so alone.
There's less bullshit noise in my life.
The sounds around me are meaningful compared to late at night before.
I bet writing about things will turn everything to shit again.
That's the standard it seems.
Don't get me wrong.
Before was depressing but beautiful in it's depth.
Now is nice because it's only so deep.
Actually, it's pretty shallow.
As critical as I am, I seem to have accepted my personality.
I am happy I think the way I do.
I am consistent now that I don't try to fight it.
As long as everything is changing, I hope I stay the same or, if I do change I hope it's to someone more mature.