May 07, 2005 22:11
Yea well as soon as things are looking up.Something else comes up!Some day you will learn who you can really trust.You think that you can trust some of the closest people to you, but you know what they are the ones that let you down the most.You lose alot of respect for them!!And I am have the soo much trouble gaining that trust back in them, yea i feel bad that i cant trust them but they have let me down so much. I just cant trust them again and i cant relay on them for anything.I just cant stand people who lie...if you make a promise to someone you are suppose to keep it...not go and break it and lie some more.I just learned some really bad stuff that i didnt want to hear today, but you know what im gald i heard it and im gald that my mom heard it too soo now she can believe me and understand that alot of this shitt is a lie and isnt true.
Anyways on a better note..My uncle is coming up in a week and a half i think:-)
Today i got to spend the day w/ my mommy and we went shopping that was fun!!Now im waiting for my daddy to come home from my uncles house!I was suppose to go to kellys house tonight but i couldnt go because i wouldnt have a ride home 2morrow:-( sorry kelly..it sucks living soo far away...i wish you lived down the street again and we could to walk to each others house..like old times...that would be wicked fun!!but that is never going to happen again:-(
2morrow is mommys day!and the family is coming here...o jezz..this should be fun..