Don't blow away...
I am so very tired.
Its about three AM and everyone is asleep or gone. I'm staying at my cousins right now, instead of Vinnie's.
It was another, 'I'm staying one night' thing that ended up being about two and half days. I'm not sick of my family just yet, but its only a matter of time.
My mom told me the other day that her friends will be paying off my house, and then possibly selling it.
This idea has been brought up before, and I compeltely hate it. I'm being selfish and annoying, but I don't want the house I grew up in, and have lived in my entire goddamn life to be sold.
Its a shitty reason, but its the only one I have.
Logically, my house would be a shit deal to buy. The water system was constructed out of copper, so its useless within the next few years, the water pressure sucks ass too. The heating is a bit faulty, the inside of the house is in the middle of some sort of transformation, with the unfinished floors and the half painted hallway.
EEEEH. I don't know, I just really don't like the idea. And I have no idea where we would be living. I suppose I could live in Anchorage with my sister till I'm self reliant enough to get my own apartment, with roomies, most likely.
*whines* Shit, I don't know. I don't like the idea of growing up. I'm nineteen for christssake, and I filled out my first job application two weeks ago. *shrugs* I'm just being useless tonight, becuase I was sick earlier, I swear.
Though some would say I'm always useless, heh.
Well, I'm going back to reading and watching this movie.
I'll attempt to update more often...