school, guys, girls, and hell
okay, so i havent updated in a while. no big deal, right? wrong. that means i have lots of stuff to talk about. dammit, i need a process. i need to update like every other day cuz i have SOOOOO much stuff going on. okay okay okay, where to begin...hmmm
school started on wednesday. boo that. no me gusta. but honors chemistry kicks ass!! wOOt. double wOOt.
uh, i made level III for softball. yea yea its the freshman team, but there are three other juniors on there too. and its only cuz i have never played for dakota before, not because i suck. cuz i dont. omgsh im so scared for the hazing thingy! they make you look like a total retard. meh, it could be fun tho. i just dont know when it is and thats what scares me.....just dont laugh at me. ever. and dont push my button cuz i wont dance. or sqwack. or whatever it is the put on the poster deal.
yay everything is all better with charles and that makes me soooo happy. life was hell when i didnt have anyone to talk to. cuz i would call jayme and she would just complain about her perfect relationship with peetoles. which is fine, cuz i like listening, but i also like talking. and kt would just be "omgsh tyler." or "omgsh evan" or "omgsh jeremy". blah. so anywho, yay thats good ^_^
zach is being so sweet to me and i like it! he was all, like, holding me when i was crying during band the other day after try outs. that made me feel loved. and he got in trouble for not being in the arc with all the other ppls. ^_^
but jon. ugh, its so confusing. i like him sooo much sometimes, but then hes just weird others. more of the "sometimes" then the "others". blah his journal entries are so confusing. he's like "oh, i hope she talks to me again" then everyone thought he meant me but me and steph thought he meant emily and then we were all just confused. i asked him who it was and he said he would tell me later... whatever that means. im just lost and i dont know what i want.
i dunno what to do with kt these days. shes kinda bugging me. more on that later...
and yay for jayme! yay shes good friend. always calls me back when i call. yay! ^_^
well, im not sure i really have much more to say. uh, i love you guyszz all so much!
love ya, JJ
school started on wednesday. boo that. no me gusta. but honors chemistry kicks ass!! wOOt. double wOOt.
uh, i made level III for softball. yea yea its the freshman team, but there are three other juniors on there too. and its only cuz i have never played for dakota before, not because i suck. cuz i dont. omgsh im so scared for the hazing thingy! they make you look like a total retard. meh, it could be fun tho. i just dont know when it is and thats what scares me.....just dont laugh at me. ever. and dont push my button cuz i wont dance. or sqwack. or whatever it is the put on the poster deal.
yay everything is all better with charles and that makes me soooo happy. life was hell when i didnt have anyone to talk to. cuz i would call jayme and she would just complain about her perfect relationship with peetoles. which is fine, cuz i like listening, but i also like talking. and kt would just be "omgsh tyler." or "omgsh evan" or "omgsh jeremy". blah. so anywho, yay thats good ^_^
zach is being so sweet to me and i like it! he was all, like, holding me when i was crying during band the other day after try outs. that made me feel loved. and he got in trouble for not being in the arc with all the other ppls. ^_^
but jon. ugh, its so confusing. i like him sooo much sometimes, but then hes just weird others. more of the "sometimes" then the "others". blah his journal entries are so confusing. he's like "oh, i hope she talks to me again" then everyone thought he meant me but me and steph thought he meant emily and then we were all just confused. i asked him who it was and he said he would tell me later... whatever that means. im just lost and i dont know what i want.
i dunno what to do with kt these days. shes kinda bugging me. more on that later...
and yay for jayme! yay shes good friend. always calls me back when i call. yay! ^_^
well, im not sure i really have much more to say. uh, i love you guyszz all so much!
love ya, JJ