Depression 101
Determination has never been a strong quality of mine. I must have a good survival instinct, because the only way I've ever motivated myself to do anything is when I'm desperate. I want to write and be creative in all the ways a person can be creative, however I find myself inhibited, unmotivated and uninspired. All I have are my dreams. I have isolated myself to such an extent I've become irrelevant to everybody in my life. I don't feel sorry for myself. You only get back what you give, and I have given nothing.