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ive had a great week so far.im excited about that,because the greatness came unexpectedly.its a glorious day!im content with mostly everything at this point in my life.
with that said,i've been thinking a lot lately about really 'out-there' stuff.the stuff that usually only crosses your mind when you are tired and delirious and are lying in bed,like figuring out infinity,or wondering why we look through kaleidoscope eyes,why animals can't speak back when spoken to.Two questions have been weighing on my mind heavily the past few days....
What is love?How do you know when you have found true love and not just an imitation thats mostly attraction? i dont think that i have found love yet.real love.besides God and with my mom and such.i wonder when and how it will happen.im not searching for it or anything right now,im just saying that i wonder.i wonder how it all works.to tell you the truth,i don't think i'm ready for it to find me.i like the mystery of it for now.i think that it will step in when i'm ready.like its meant to be.all of the puzzle pieces come together all at once and paint a beautiful picture that explains it all perfectly and at that moment i will be able to hear and understand a sacred language that has been concealed from my knowings up until then.when it happens i'll soak it all in like a giant sponge.i have faith that time will come,but i'm not ready for it at all right now.
Can anyone fathom how long eternity is?i mean infinite time.a seemingly endless and immeasurable time.i know i can't.theres no way that i can relate to how long an eternity is.it's so much to try to comprehend.
last night was awesome.a great battalion of girls(me included)attacked
applebees.it was much fun.our waiter ended up being half-Egytian,just like me!Plus,I'd already heard of him thanks to Barrett.It was freakish.okay heres the highlight of my night/life haha.all of us went to see The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants.It was the best movie that I have ever seen.i could relate to the movie so much.i have never cried as much as i did last night during the movie.it was sooooo good.so good.I recommend it to everyone!its kind of a chick flick,but I think that everyone will like it because...well, look at me.i never watch chick flicks,i usually go for your horror and action movies and I enjoyed the movie and not only cried,squalled!you have to go see it.you just have to.
until next time-peace.
with that said,i've been thinking a lot lately about really 'out-there' stuff.the stuff that usually only crosses your mind when you are tired and delirious and are lying in bed,like figuring out infinity,or wondering why we look through kaleidoscope eyes,why animals can't speak back when spoken to.Two questions have been weighing on my mind heavily the past few days....
What is love?How do you know when you have found true love and not just an imitation thats mostly attraction? i dont think that i have found love yet.real love.besides God and with my mom and such.i wonder when and how it will happen.im not searching for it or anything right now,im just saying that i wonder.i wonder how it all works.to tell you the truth,i don't think i'm ready for it to find me.i like the mystery of it for now.i think that it will step in when i'm ready.like its meant to be.all of the puzzle pieces come together all at once and paint a beautiful picture that explains it all perfectly and at that moment i will be able to hear and understand a sacred language that has been concealed from my knowings up until then.when it happens i'll soak it all in like a giant sponge.i have faith that time will come,but i'm not ready for it at all right now.
Can anyone fathom how long eternity is?i mean infinite time.a seemingly endless and immeasurable time.i know i can't.theres no way that i can relate to how long an eternity is.it's so much to try to comprehend.
last night was awesome.a great battalion of girls(me included)attacked
applebees.it was much fun.our waiter ended up being half-Egytian,just like me!Plus,I'd already heard of him thanks to Barrett.It was freakish.okay heres the highlight of my night/life haha.all of us went to see The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants.It was the best movie that I have ever seen.i could relate to the movie so much.i have never cried as much as i did last night during the movie.it was sooooo good.so good.I recommend it to everyone!its kind of a chick flick,but I think that everyone will like it because...well, look at me.i never watch chick flicks,i usually go for your horror and action movies and I enjoyed the movie and not only cried,squalled!you have to go see it.you just have to.
until next time-peace.