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Is this really it? The end of another school year? Its amazing how once again it ends, yet I feel nothing. I don't feel any closure, I don't feel like summer has started, I don't feel like this is real...
Its kind of funny how the past year came and went so quickly....I seems like just yesterday I was a crazy soph, dancing around on talbot hill with 6000 frosh. Now, I'm nobody...as I sit here in my aunt and grandma's house in good ol' Chatham Ontario, I wonder about what my summer has in store. My first complete summer away from Sault Ste. Marie. It'll be weird but I think it should prove interesting...
I feel like I have no where to go. I brought Kim to the via rail station today and watched her get on a train and head home for the summer. I couldn't bear to watch it. When you get so attached to someone you think to yourself "what now?" Like I obviously have the summer ahead of me but when a big part of your life is missing and it really hits you hard for the first time it sux. It was tough...
I think this past year has taught me a lot about myself...there was shit I did that I regret, there are friends I've lost touch with who I miss, there are a lot of thoughts running through my head...
Even going to funk night on wednesday just didn't feel the same. I couldn't really tell what it was but the vibe just didn't feel right...is that supposed to be a sign?
If there are people I've pissed off this year (and I know there are a few) I just want to apologize for dumb stuff I did.
Anyways, all this meaningless rambling is making me tired so I'm calling it a night. I hope everyone has restful summers...
Out...
Its kind of funny how the past year came and went so quickly....I seems like just yesterday I was a crazy soph, dancing around on talbot hill with 6000 frosh. Now, I'm nobody...as I sit here in my aunt and grandma's house in good ol' Chatham Ontario, I wonder about what my summer has in store. My first complete summer away from Sault Ste. Marie. It'll be weird but I think it should prove interesting...
I feel like I have no where to go. I brought Kim to the via rail station today and watched her get on a train and head home for the summer. I couldn't bear to watch it. When you get so attached to someone you think to yourself "what now?" Like I obviously have the summer ahead of me but when a big part of your life is missing and it really hits you hard for the first time it sux. It was tough...
I think this past year has taught me a lot about myself...there was shit I did that I regret, there are friends I've lost touch with who I miss, there are a lot of thoughts running through my head...
Even going to funk night on wednesday just didn't feel the same. I couldn't really tell what it was but the vibe just didn't feel right...is that supposed to be a sign?
If there are people I've pissed off this year (and I know there are a few) I just want to apologize for dumb stuff I did.
Anyways, all this meaningless rambling is making me tired so I'm calling it a night. I hope everyone has restful summers...
Out...