Jul 05, 2006 08:56
I brought rain back with me from San Diego; today the city is gloomy and I love it - it's wet like my heart.
I've decided the kind of place I want to live (in a city with skyscrapers, a couple hours from the ocean, where pine trees and wildflowers and succulents grow together). I've decided the dedication I must have spiritually (to Christ, who is the sum of everything else). I know my path in this life lies in photograpy, but even moreso in music - and that is what I must focus on (get a digital printer, submit my porfolio around, keep on the music). I know what I need to do financially to get there (pay off credit cards). I know I must not settle for a boy (lest I be tempted by the cute boy Tony who called me last night, because the man for me will be hot like him, but waay into creating and producing music, as well as loverly conversations like ones I've had lately with lj friends). Like the rain that moves and falls in many places, but comes from the same sky, so I must have my Anchor if I am to share my empassioned charity.
No detours; I must stand in my decisions.
This brings me joy.
love,
spiritual,
goal,
armyofalice,
artnmusic,
self-analysis,
relationships