just a quickie!
ok im updating.. what more do you want from me?too much pressure man..for real.anyhow,im at work..notice the time? yes im on midnights.but it is actually ok.my brain feels fried from sleep deprivation,but i kind of like it.Just a little insane.so anywho..and yet another death in my family.yesterday was my aunt betty's funeral.3 deaths in exactly 2 months..yes yes i know it comes in 3's.my mom is on zoloft and valium.crazy.Im just trying to keep it all together.im doing ok i guess.when youre busy taking care of others,you dont have time to think about yourself.Which sometimes is a real good thing.I HAVENT SMOKED IN 13 DAYS! YAY FOR ME.im on the patch though.craving are nowhere near as bad as they were.but i have to go im on am illegal break.so shhh dont tell anyone.good night all and take care!