May 17, 2004 13:35
I went home this weekend and had a blast. Allison is such a fun person to hang out with. We ended up staying in a hotel when we got there. I never thought that I would end up staying in some hotel instead of at my home. Yet it isn't my home anymore, my home is a two bedroom, two bath apartment in Calabasas. We still need internet and cable which we will get soon as I just checked prices online and what not.
So here is the thing that I have been pondering the last couple of days, where is home? In Nor Cal I am a guest in So Cal I have no family. In three short weeks I will have Casey as my family and while she is my best friend, she is always busy and I fear I will be lonely. I will figure it out and then survive the summer, but I can't help wishing that maybe my family could be here or maybe someone could be here that i can hang with a little more. Oh well.