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Today seemed to never end. I never got a break today. It seems like everything that could have gone wrong did. I wish I was in my bed in my apartment and things were back to normal.
Whenever my friends are sad, I always tell them that it can only get better. Sadness makes happiness more enjoyable. It is not until now that I have realized that it works both ways. My being happy just makes everything else sad. I feel maliciously depressed. I don't even know if that adjective works with that word. I'm glad I have Brandon there to share my woes with. He has been a best friend to me, and I hope that I am as much of one to him as he is to me. I am ready for the year to be over. Actually, I am not. I don't know what I am ready for. I feel like I don't know what I want to do next. I feel like there is nothing for me next. Shit, I totally didn't even do my Japanese homework. I am ready to be graduated, married, have three children, and be on my death bed.
The thing I hate the most is knowing who my audience is.
Whenever my friends are sad, I always tell them that it can only get better. Sadness makes happiness more enjoyable. It is not until now that I have realized that it works both ways. My being happy just makes everything else sad. I feel maliciously depressed. I don't even know if that adjective works with that word. I'm glad I have Brandon there to share my woes with. He has been a best friend to me, and I hope that I am as much of one to him as he is to me. I am ready for the year to be over. Actually, I am not. I don't know what I am ready for. I feel like I don't know what I want to do next. I feel like there is nothing for me next. Shit, I totally didn't even do my Japanese homework. I am ready to be graduated, married, have three children, and be on my death bed.
The thing I hate the most is knowing who my audience is.