Dec 06, 2006 02:56
Love is very interesting. In a world where rationality and causality appear to govern everything, something irrational like love is thrown into the mis and screws everything all up. At the same time, it allows me not to worry. Though I typically believe that everything that happens to me, good and bad, is my fault, I think differently on love. I think that I am responsible for setting the gears in motion, but I believe that love itself is strong enough to keep us together afterwards. I think the only problem is judging whether the chemisty with the opposite person will be strong enough to hold the bong.
That being said, my only fear is that my current interest will discontinue what could be construed as a courtship because of professional or rational reasons. I pray that love is strong enough to find a way past, because as much as I love rationality and predictablity, there is nothing more I crave right now that a relationship. Then again, I could just be imagining a fantasy of mine existing where it does not and am doomed to heartbreak as soon as it becomes appearant to me...but I hope not.
Thank god classes are over.