HELLO SPRING BREAK....but not florida, or south dakota, or ohio, or tenessee, or anything!lol
So, today just feels like friday, not spring break friday.But oh well.Im off to a good start by eating everything that hasnt ate me...way to get in shape...AND WE ARE GOING OUT TO EAT TONIGHT.....WOW, EAT MUCH? And I fucking hate dad for being a dick and not flying me and PB out there... I highly dislike him right now.
I have had 324011D offers to do things tonight and tomorrow night..but something is telling me every hair of em, is gonna ditch me.Just cause I have that feeling.I dont know why..I just wanna get crunk...or have a breakfast party...OMG, Im so retarded...dee dee dee.....
Ive made mistakes, I do admit, and if I could go back enough in time now, I would have caught them, but thats why they say hein sights 20 20. Just got outta alotta shit before it even got started, but who doesnt.I just think that if I died right now, my fate would be horrible.I regret alot of things in my past..and I just want to go to halmark and buy like 30 packs of sorry cards, and just be like IM SOOO SORRY, for whatever it is that I have done to you.But if you really loved her why'd ya make her cry? Maybe if I was more considerate other people would be more considerate as well.But probably not.Perhaps though.Im not sure what makes me hold on to things like I do..my heart, my head, my impulses...and I dont know what makes me tell people the truth all the time, no matter what...my head, my heart, or my impulse...but its just who I am..take me or leave me..and most have left lol. Oh, well, at least Im sorry about it all. no one ever changes...or nothing ever changes either....But I mean that...Nothing and no one ever really changes...they are who they are..things are what they are..thats all they have ever known...and thats just that.
Life aint always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart
Life aint always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day
But the struggles make you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time
CHORUS
No, life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin all these lonely miles
And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life don’t work that way
But the struggles make me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time
No, life aint always beautiful
But i know i'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride
So Im outta here, cause I gotta go...take a nap or something....lol......
I have had 324011D offers to do things tonight and tomorrow night..but something is telling me every hair of em, is gonna ditch me.Just cause I have that feeling.I dont know why..I just wanna get crunk...or have a breakfast party...OMG, Im so retarded...dee dee dee.....
Ive made mistakes, I do admit, and if I could go back enough in time now, I would have caught them, but thats why they say hein sights 20 20. Just got outta alotta shit before it even got started, but who doesnt.I just think that if I died right now, my fate would be horrible.I regret alot of things in my past..and I just want to go to halmark and buy like 30 packs of sorry cards, and just be like IM SOOO SORRY, for whatever it is that I have done to you.But if you really loved her why'd ya make her cry? Maybe if I was more considerate other people would be more considerate as well.But probably not.Perhaps though.Im not sure what makes me hold on to things like I do..my heart, my head, my impulses...and I dont know what makes me tell people the truth all the time, no matter what...my head, my heart, or my impulse...but its just who I am..take me or leave me..and most have left lol. Oh, well, at least Im sorry about it all. no one ever changes...or nothing ever changes either....But I mean that...Nothing and no one ever really changes...they are who they are..things are what they are..thats all they have ever known...and thats just that.
Life aint always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart
Life aint always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day
But the struggles make you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time
CHORUS
No, life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin all these lonely miles
And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life don’t work that way
But the struggles make me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time
No, life aint always beautiful
But i know i'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride
So Im outta here, cause I gotta go...take a nap or something....lol......