BoOtY bOoTy BoOtY BoOtY rOcKiN eRrWhErE.......................
I was gonna write a puny entry, but I will write a for real one.
"I wasnt drunk..I remember everything about last night"
"Girl, you were fugged the hell up"
So, Friday night...Liz,Sara,Emmitt,Me,Nancye,and Sara's mom went to the ballgame.It was intense...I was the only one who basically stood up the whole time...Emmitt kinda did too.Sara thought they did better if she was sitting down.Shes a cool kid....its cool to hang out with her more these days.The game was intense.But we made a come back in the last half. We got home around 1 and got in the hot tub..it was purty much fun.Then I got up and went to lunch with Kathy..I ate mexican, nachos FAJITA.FA JIT A......It was damn good too. SO then, Liz and I got into it cause Josh called and woke me up from my nap, and I got pissy at them both, cause they need to get their shit straight..and with all my shit, I cant continuously be in the middle of it.And she doesnt want me there anyways, she said so.PLUS I HAVE BIGGER FISH TO FRY....and then when you wake me up from my damn nap, I get a lil pissy anyways, so then it was super pissy, and I was alone...alone and pissy...but not for long..it was a blas it really was lol. YOU GO LEFT, YOU GO LEFT, NO I MEAN RIGHT...lol...PSHH.It was a funny night..so then me and Ging finished watching the patriot and went to bed at 11 ish ;). Cause we are the shit like that...yea we are..entertaining PSHH. . . But then today I got depressed and still am I guess. Cause my options are limited as to what I can do..I cant act on how I feel about him..He has taken stamped all over him..at least the rest of you have options, you little shits...Im just kidding.I know you are sick of hearing about it...but you just dont know how it feels.And as far as my dad goes....for now, he is as good as dead to me..cause I have been to him for 7 years now, its just taken this for me to see.Because of you is my song to him.....
(~ FoRgEt ThE ReD CaRpEt.
Me && My PpL WaLk On ToiLeT PaPeR.
CuZ YeAh.. We are the Shit. )
*~Because of You ~*
I will not make the same mistakes that you did and
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing..
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you....
because of you.. you..... mmmmmmmmmm........
"I wasnt drunk..I remember everything about last night"
"Girl, you were fugged the hell up"
So, Friday night...Liz,Sara,Emmitt,Me,Nancye,and Sara's mom went to the ballgame.It was intense...I was the only one who basically stood up the whole time...Emmitt kinda did too.Sara thought they did better if she was sitting down.Shes a cool kid....its cool to hang out with her more these days.The game was intense.But we made a come back in the last half. We got home around 1 and got in the hot tub..it was purty much fun.Then I got up and went to lunch with Kathy..I ate mexican, nachos FAJITA.FA JIT A......It was damn good too. SO then, Liz and I got into it cause Josh called and woke me up from my nap, and I got pissy at them both, cause they need to get their shit straight..and with all my shit, I cant continuously be in the middle of it.And she doesnt want me there anyways, she said so.PLUS I HAVE BIGGER FISH TO FRY....and then when you wake me up from my damn nap, I get a lil pissy anyways, so then it was super pissy, and I was alone...alone and pissy...but not for long..it was a blas it really was lol. YOU GO LEFT, YOU GO LEFT, NO I MEAN RIGHT...lol...PSHH.It was a funny night..so then me and Ging finished watching the patriot and went to bed at 11 ish ;). Cause we are the shit like that...yea we are..entertaining PSHH. . . But then today I got depressed and still am I guess. Cause my options are limited as to what I can do..I cant act on how I feel about him..He has taken stamped all over him..at least the rest of you have options, you little shits...Im just kidding.I know you are sick of hearing about it...but you just dont know how it feels.And as far as my dad goes....for now, he is as good as dead to me..cause I have been to him for 7 years now, its just taken this for me to see.Because of you is my song to him.....
(~ FoRgEt ThE ReD CaRpEt.
Me && My PpL WaLk On ToiLeT PaPeR.
CuZ YeAh.. We are the Shit. )
*~Because of You ~*
I will not make the same mistakes that you did and
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing..
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you....
because of you.. you..... mmmmmmmmmm........