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so i went 2 c my couselor again 2day, he kinda made me feel a lil guilty. i know he melt no harm in it but after comin out of the session it made me think a lot and it put me down a lot and nothin seemed 2 make me feel good. i feel like i need some1 2 talk 2 again but there isnt really any1 again like usually i have 2 deal w my own problem and overcome them myself like ive done in the past! but 2day 4 some reason i feel like all i need is some1 2 just hold me and tell me that everythin is goin 2 b okay just some1 2 make me feel that im not alone and just 2 hold me in there arms listen 2 me or just so i have a shoulder 2 cry on. but i dont have any1 like that so i have 2 overcome what im feelin on my own like usual. u know, hold it all in and try 2 pretend nothin is wrong like i usually do. well i think im goin 2 bed now and go 2 sleep 2 try not 2 think bout it. thats all i can think of doin and hopefully 2morrow is a new day.