here i am missin my best friend :'(
so im just sittin here really down again. feelin like i have no one 2 talk 2 college life can b so lonely. then i started to think about what was upsetin me then i heard the song time of ur life by green day then i started cryin. so i wrote a letter 2 heather because in times like what im goin through i need my best friend 2 talk too but she isnt here anymore so i decided 2 write her a letter and when i go visit her i will give this 2 her cause i cant really talk 2 her anymore.
this is the letter:
Dear Heather,
This is one of the hardest thing ive had 2 do, i really dont know where 2 being. u would not believe how much i miss u, how much i need my best friend 2 talk 2 cuz u always listen, i mean i have tried 2 talk 2 other people but they dont really care or listen 2 me like u did! i sit here alone at school with really no one 2 talk 2 so what ive had 2 do is sometime go 2 my bed and curl up in a lil ball and cry myself 2 sleep. i do think u were a great friend i dont know y u didnt think that, maybe it was because i wasnt the good friend, but u were never a bad friend u were always there 4 me, in the good and in the bad. we had plans 2 go places, like u had that trip 2 europe this summer that is comin up and we had plans 2 take that road trip 2 florida remember when we got lost comin back from monicas party and we were like wouldnt it b cool if we ended up in florida so we made those plans 2 that a road trip 2 florida! well i promise u that i will take that trip 4 u 2 europe as soon as i get enough money and i am goin 2 take that road trip by myself 2 florida like we had planned 2 do. k! i wished i would have been honest with u instead of keep somethings from u cause i never wanted 2 disappoint u at all. i wish u were here with me, that u would have gone 2 college and even if u would have gone off 2 school very far away we could still talk on the phone or even talk on facebook, but we could still fine a way 2 talk. but u did choose 2 go far away but i cant really call u or try 2 find u on facebook 2 write things on ur facebook wall. all im left 2 do is go visit u where u r restin. im glad though that u got 2 rest next 2 ur dad i know how much u loved ur dad. i cant really say that bout my dad but im tryin really hard. im sorry that u thought that was the way u had 2 go, but i really dont understand y? we talked bout that b4 that we both thought that was a very stupid thing 2 do that we would never do that. im a big mess without u, im tryin 2 live on with my life without u but it is very hard 2. i found a song that kinda is how i feel its an Avril song i knew how much u liked her music;
"Slipped Away"
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
Nah nah la la la nah nah
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
i wish i could talk 2 u at least 1 more time 2 tell u that u r a big part of my life, i mean u were my best friend. i wish i had the chance 2 c u again and just say good bye and that i will miss u truly. and that i hope that u r truly happy where u r goin. and as a joke 2 make sure u left with a smile on ur face i would tell u 2 make sure u put in a good word 4 me cuz a tend 2 get lost and 2 make sure u r there 2 greet me and show me around. and i would tell u 2 have fun k. i wouldnt say good bye but ill c u laters as u were goin.
this is another song that makes me miss u;
Song: I'll Be Missing You
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Chorus:
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
(We miss you, Big....)
It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Chorus
Somebody tell me why...
On that morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
i miss u so much so much u were my bf. and now im left without my bf and havin 2 be a strong person cuz i have 2 b strong 4 other people even though im torn up inside.
luv u and will b missin u 4ever,
ur bf jessica
this is the letter:
Dear Heather,
This is one of the hardest thing ive had 2 do, i really dont know where 2 being. u would not believe how much i miss u, how much i need my best friend 2 talk 2 cuz u always listen, i mean i have tried 2 talk 2 other people but they dont really care or listen 2 me like u did! i sit here alone at school with really no one 2 talk 2 so what ive had 2 do is sometime go 2 my bed and curl up in a lil ball and cry myself 2 sleep. i do think u were a great friend i dont know y u didnt think that, maybe it was because i wasnt the good friend, but u were never a bad friend u were always there 4 me, in the good and in the bad. we had plans 2 go places, like u had that trip 2 europe this summer that is comin up and we had plans 2 take that road trip 2 florida remember when we got lost comin back from monicas party and we were like wouldnt it b cool if we ended up in florida so we made those plans 2 that a road trip 2 florida! well i promise u that i will take that trip 4 u 2 europe as soon as i get enough money and i am goin 2 take that road trip by myself 2 florida like we had planned 2 do. k! i wished i would have been honest with u instead of keep somethings from u cause i never wanted 2 disappoint u at all. i wish u were here with me, that u would have gone 2 college and even if u would have gone off 2 school very far away we could still talk on the phone or even talk on facebook, but we could still fine a way 2 talk. but u did choose 2 go far away but i cant really call u or try 2 find u on facebook 2 write things on ur facebook wall. all im left 2 do is go visit u where u r restin. im glad though that u got 2 rest next 2 ur dad i know how much u loved ur dad. i cant really say that bout my dad but im tryin really hard. im sorry that u thought that was the way u had 2 go, but i really dont understand y? we talked bout that b4 that we both thought that was a very stupid thing 2 do that we would never do that. im a big mess without u, im tryin 2 live on with my life without u but it is very hard 2. i found a song that kinda is how i feel its an Avril song i knew how much u liked her music;
"Slipped Away"
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
Nah nah la la la nah nah
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
i wish i could talk 2 u at least 1 more time 2 tell u that u r a big part of my life, i mean u were my best friend. i wish i had the chance 2 c u again and just say good bye and that i will miss u truly. and that i hope that u r truly happy where u r goin. and as a joke 2 make sure u left with a smile on ur face i would tell u 2 make sure u put in a good word 4 me cuz a tend 2 get lost and 2 make sure u r there 2 greet me and show me around. and i would tell u 2 have fun k. i wouldnt say good bye but ill c u laters as u were goin.
this is another song that makes me miss u;
Song: I'll Be Missing You
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Chorus:
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
(We miss you, Big....)
It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Chorus
Somebody tell me why...
On that morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
i miss u so much so much u were my bf. and now im left without my bf and havin 2 be a strong person cuz i have 2 b strong 4 other people even though im torn up inside.
luv u and will b missin u 4ever,
ur bf jessica