want to go home
I have been back in L.A. for a week now and I really really REALLY want to go back to england. I love everyone here, even though half of my so-called friends tell me that my accent is put on (not factoring in that I have been in a different country for the past year with no contact really with americans), it is really annoying when people you think are open minded act so closed minded and rude. also the fact that everything here seems and feels really strange and weird to me. one day I almost cried because I waited at the blue bus stop on hilgard for 45 mins already annoyed with my time back not realizing that the buses didn't come down that street at night anymore but goes down westwood from ackerman union. a little bit embarrassing. I want to get back to what I know. everything feels strange and more bloody expensive here. I didn't feel like this when I first went to london. maybe it is because it was my first time in the country so I already didn't know anything, I didn't expect things to be how I remembered like I thought about here. I will go back and visit sometime soon and I hope that I get into royal academy of music in london next year so I can go back and finally feel like I am home.