Confessions of a married man
When they say a woman always knows, trust me. It’s true. I never thought I would see the day I’d be sitting here confessing this but I guess it’s time to come clean.
During my nine years of marriage I was not always faithful. I was for the first three years but than so many temptation came my way. I could be a coward and say I’m just a man or. The ever so famous The Devil made me do it, but those are cop outs. I had choices and made the wrong ones. The worst part is Dany was always faithful and she’s an amazing woman that I took for granted for what? A few minutes on un needed addiction to sex. Anyone who has hit that cold lonely road knows how lonely it can get, again not an alibi just pointing out the truth. Dany suspected recently that I wasn’t faithful and like a coward I denied it, I did not want to hurt her more than I knew I already have. So last night when. She finally answered her cell we talked for two hours, most of which I know she spent crying. It hurt to know I caused so much pain, I wanted to hold her and assure her everything would be ok. Even asked her to remarry me. Her reply? Are you drunk, or just plain ignorant? She told me she can’t come home let alone be together if she can’t trust me and it was than I decided to come clean. Nothing worse than telling the person you love you have been unfaithful and hearing her heart breaking.
Where does this leave us? Dany said she is not coming home and right now uncertain about us. The worst part is Simone is stuck in the middle all because of my selfish choices. I guess that old rule “What happens on the road, stays on the road” only plays out for so long before you get caught. But my advice to anyone out there who may care enough to read this. Make sure the comfort of a stranger’s bed is worth the price you’ll pay later. It may not be tomorrow, next week or even next year, but trust me it will catch up to you and karma will bite you in the ass.
Disney isn’t too happy with me right now, I called in a sick day which will delay filming by a day or two. Honestly I don’t give a shit right now. How can I work when my marriage is falling apart.
Dany has assured me I can see Simone this weekend but refuses to tell me where she is. She says she needs time to clear her head and think things through.
The house seems so empty and bare without her and Simone here. I didn’t even watch Animal planet last night, something Simone and I do daily.
I regret the day Simone is old enough and realizes the mistakes her daddy made, I just hope she knows it had nothing to do with her or her momma, it was all me. I also hope she remembers no matter what I love them both.
Well I don’t have much else to contribute to this today but Dany, If you read this. I am sorry baby. I am sorry that all my choices over the years have hurt you. If I could go back and erase all the mistakes I made, I would. I love you and Simone both, and I know right now you don’t believe it nor wanna hear it but it’s true.
Please call so I can talk to Simone.
Love Dwayne.
During my nine years of marriage I was not always faithful. I was for the first three years but than so many temptation came my way. I could be a coward and say I’m just a man or. The ever so famous The Devil made me do it, but those are cop outs. I had choices and made the wrong ones. The worst part is Dany was always faithful and she’s an amazing woman that I took for granted for what? A few minutes on un needed addiction to sex. Anyone who has hit that cold lonely road knows how lonely it can get, again not an alibi just pointing out the truth. Dany suspected recently that I wasn’t faithful and like a coward I denied it, I did not want to hurt her more than I knew I already have. So last night when. She finally answered her cell we talked for two hours, most of which I know she spent crying. It hurt to know I caused so much pain, I wanted to hold her and assure her everything would be ok. Even asked her to remarry me. Her reply? Are you drunk, or just plain ignorant? She told me she can’t come home let alone be together if she can’t trust me and it was than I decided to come clean. Nothing worse than telling the person you love you have been unfaithful and hearing her heart breaking.
Where does this leave us? Dany said she is not coming home and right now uncertain about us. The worst part is Simone is stuck in the middle all because of my selfish choices. I guess that old rule “What happens on the road, stays on the road” only plays out for so long before you get caught. But my advice to anyone out there who may care enough to read this. Make sure the comfort of a stranger’s bed is worth the price you’ll pay later. It may not be tomorrow, next week or even next year, but trust me it will catch up to you and karma will bite you in the ass.
Disney isn’t too happy with me right now, I called in a sick day which will delay filming by a day or two. Honestly I don’t give a shit right now. How can I work when my marriage is falling apart.
Dany has assured me I can see Simone this weekend but refuses to tell me where she is. She says she needs time to clear her head and think things through.
The house seems so empty and bare without her and Simone here. I didn’t even watch Animal planet last night, something Simone and I do daily.
I regret the day Simone is old enough and realizes the mistakes her daddy made, I just hope she knows it had nothing to do with her or her momma, it was all me. I also hope she remembers no matter what I love them both.
Well I don’t have much else to contribute to this today but Dany, If you read this. I am sorry baby. I am sorry that all my choices over the years have hurt you. If I could go back and erase all the mistakes I made, I would. I love you and Simone both, and I know right now you don’t believe it nor wanna hear it but it’s true.
Please call so I can talk to Simone.
Love Dwayne.