Nov 27, 2004 21:41
well yeah back...yep well it really does feel like im goin nuts...im insane....and honestly it feels like im the only one can blame. wow look i rhymed! yep well i need help.i honestly dont know what to do...it feels like every friendship i have is going down the drain and shattering into little pieces....my own mom betrayed me and did the one thing i didnt want her to do...she called the cops..now theres a big deal and i have to do all this shit and talk to the one man i can honestly say i hate with a passion...i cant hold it together ne more...i dunno what to do....i want to physically hurt myself because my mind is hurting me mentally...so im not trying to seem like the victim but i honestly feel like one at home not at school....well yeah now im gonna go for reals...bye