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[peoplearemadeof]

because i know what its like
i should call you
i shouldn't ditch you
i shouldn't force myself to talk to you
"i'd rather watch the sky"

today i feel terrible. it could be the hives.
it could be the overwhelming feeling that im going to die alone
im just not going to try.
let the pieces fall

i know i shouldn't cry because it makes me sick.
maybe we're all crazy.

the one purpose in life i have is crushed. i turn 20 sunday. whats the point.
goodbye.