Polar opposites
Negative....still dominates my life. My polar opposite is stressing me with massive negative energy.
My current SO has tonnes of positive energy. Sweeping bits of her fairing off her shoulders, she gets back on her bike and rides. Nothing can stop her and for this and so many other things she has my admiration. My will is undone, my mind overthrown, her sweet song I can't resist.
Still the taint from my past haunts and disturbs me, changing paradise into a too-loud club with good music and drunk people hitting on everyone or a motel room with a cheap, too-hard mattress and smoke filtering in from the open window because it's too hot.
Still despite the lesser vision, I am determined to enjoy myself and ignore the weight of the past.
My current SO has tonnes of positive energy. Sweeping bits of her fairing off her shoulders, she gets back on her bike and rides. Nothing can stop her and for this and so many other things she has my admiration. My will is undone, my mind overthrown, her sweet song I can't resist.
Still the taint from my past haunts and disturbs me, changing paradise into a too-loud club with good music and drunk people hitting on everyone or a motel room with a cheap, too-hard mattress and smoke filtering in from the open window because it's too hot.
Still despite the lesser vision, I am determined to enjoy myself and ignore the weight of the past.