Ice Java
My attitude has been pulled into a cooperative gear. My mind is no longer on leaving the house. I all of the sudden know when to go home and when to do my chores. I know how to forgive and forget. I know how to look to the sky and say God you have this one. I have learned how to listen. I have learned how to teach, and i have learned how to learn. I have learned how to recieve. I have learned how to seek. I have learned to to pray. i have learned how to know when to rely on God. I have learned when to stop, when to keep going, and when to take a break. The lord has brought me deeper in my maturity, my love for him and others, and in him. Him the one and only. The knight in shining armor who suprises me everytime. Who says i can do something i find impossible, but find myself conquering it. Nothing matters to me like him. I just want to love him and thank him and be with him. He has my life my strenth and all of my will. God gave me a free will but i am a servant unto him. I have him and his word in my heart. Everything is possible through him. If i'm frustrated i just go somewhere where i can be alone with him and think of him, and the right thing to do, and he brings me to do the right thing. Thankyou lord for giving me a dependant mind upon you. You have trained me to know when it's my turn, when it's your turn, and when it's team work. I always know when i have astrayed from you because i have a hard time, but i don't need the hard job. I need to give the hard job to you and that takes off the load. I have the easy job and you have the hard job, but it's easy according to your power. Oh holy father! Take me in your hands and hold me up against your chest so that i may listen to your heart and hear your voice as you sing me a love song of a lullaby. Lord let my thoughts be only yours and my desires from you, for you are the only one who knows the desires of my heart!