The one and only

[pensivemotion]

I certainly didn't expect it. You have become so precious to me just from one weekend. I had doubts of having fun when i left. I thought I'd be lonely. I held back when i first got there...but i couldn't fight it i had to talk to you. I love seeing you're face. It let me know i was safe and secure. Your eyes are my favorite thing. Whenever i thought of you and thought of your eyes i jsut knew i had a friend here for me this weekend. More than a friend. I had low times where i just wanted to cry, but i went to find you and my tears dried as you held me. It was my first time spending a holiday away from home. I was getting depressed and nervous about watching the fireworks on my own. I wanted to share the beauty of the clorful flames over the lake with someone. Then you arrived and sat next to me. I know you weren't watching the fireworks. You were watching my smile. It was cold out, but i felt warm having you there. I still remeber how you got my attention. You help and encouraged me in a leap of faith that i was obviously overeacting to. I am so glad to have you in my life. You are by far my main man. I hadn't fallen for you until the last night at the camp when you said it. You said you loved me. All i could do was cry. I was almost like i had never heard those words. You suprise me with your charm. I mean i'll just be walking and you'll come out of no where and tell me i'm beautiful. Well i love you too. Even though the weekend is over. I'm still the girl you found at camp. The girl who didn't see it coming at a kids camp. I had the best time. Singing with you and playing the guitar in the sunset. That's romance. You'll be in my dreams. I smile evertime i think of you. Don't stop talking to me and never leave me.

This is how i am now. I am commited to my lord always. Everyone, if i look sad it's because i miss the atmosphere of riverbend. It was the greatest weekend of my life and i will be filled with joy for as long as i can keep this going. You wanna know about my new found man? i know you do. Well IT's probably obvious, but hey i can't help but wooed by his love.

-JO