Yowza!

Feb 14, 2005 01:25

Whoa! I didn't even realize how long it's been since I've updated. Not like more than 5 people read this thing but you know. Oh man I'm watching Teresa right now, she's on her late night scavenge through the kitchen so far I've watched her eat some fruit roll up thing and now she's going for the beef jerky...yeah we're totally related! Anywho finals this week I'm probably the only senior nervous about that but the Lord is the strength of my life.

I feel like I just lived at Malo's for the entire weekend. Seriously I was at her house at least once everyday. It was a fun one though. It included lots of guitar playing and dog feeding and applejuice drinking.

However, there was one down to my weekend. My best friends in my highschool life and i have come to a bump in the road. I am still not quite sure what has happened, but I'm hoping we'll be laughing about it in a couple of weeks. They say I did them wrong and maybe I did, but the fact of the matter is I'm having no fun sitting around and thinking about it. The only problem is I can't not think about it. It's like some bad dream. I never thought this kind of crap would come up with these guys I mean there more reasonable than this right? Anyway I know these guys and I know their integrity, i just don't know where they're coming from in all this.

For some reason though, when I think about it all I just want to smile. When I think of them I just want to smile. I miss them. I miss movie nights where they'd have a pizza and I'd be sitting in the middle of them holding it in my lap and eating their crust. I miss getting in a wrestling match all over the accusation that someone farted. I miss walking by the fence and almost pooping my pants because someone on the other side scared the crap out of me.

They threw me a suprise party for my birthday. The sucky thing is I was hoping that maybe this weekend I'd be able to do something awesome for them, but I didn't have the money for it, and instead of me taking them out for a suprise night I ended up arguing with one of them on the phone because my enthusiasm came off rude, or something I'm still not sure.

Camping? who knows...

It'll be resolved, I'm not going to let it get me down. It obviously hasn't so far...was I dancing tonight? I think I was. :)
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