Nov 08, 2004 01:20
Man I don't know about anyone else but tonight was really awesome. I mean it was such a simple message yet it got me thinking so hard. I mean for some people it was clear as day, for somepeople they just grabbed on to the arm of what they thought was safety, for others they had to walk by fiath and not by sight. I just couldn't stop talking about it. About how Dave TOTALLY used our relationship to decieve me. The way he said, "Come on Jo" I was like FINE I'LL TRUST YOU!! But of course 2 seconds later I found myself kick randomly in the dark hoping to hit hmmm.....hahaha. Crazy crazy crazy. It's amazing how the empty atmophere was majorly tweeked by a bunch of crap and change in lighting and everyone flipped out. A lot of people said it was mainly creepy for them because Dave was acting creepier than usual. Which is what he was supposed to do. And that's how it is in real life. The enemy uses people you know and it's a scary deal. But we all made it in the end. I can't really speak for anyone else, but as I replay it in my head it's like I stepped into another worldfor that 10 or so minutes and I came out with a whole other outlook on how I'm going to look out for my friends. Or even myself!!! That whole time I couldn't get Laura to turn away. I couldn't get her to changer directions, I was yelling at Dave "GO AWAY, LEAVE US ALONE, WE'RE NOT GOING TO FOLLOW YOU!!!" and to Laura "GO TO THE LIGHT" It was like for that short amount of time if it were a real honest to goodness life and Situation we wouldn't have made it out alive. I blame it on the fact that I was blindfolded, but the truth is when you're a Christian you walk by Faith and not by sight. I was just as responsible for where we turned out as Dave and Laura were. As much as I yelled, Kicked, and yanked I never just stepped up, stopped and pulled Laura a Different direction not caring what I ran into. Well, from now on I'm going to walk cautioously. If I find any or myself going the wrong way I'm gonna have to take some hits to save them.
I may be crazy and still in thought about all of this, but it astonishes me at how vast the comparisons can be.
Glorious and Mighty are His ways!
-Jo