Being in pain can be fun!
So today I was totally aching and not feeling very good from the mile I did at the park, but you at the same time it makes you kind of feel more in shape then the people around you. Then I just remember I'm a toothpick and that is my pathetic shape. FUnny stuff.
As far as God goes everything's hunky dory. I'm actually gonna go start getting my practice on my guitar for worhsip this sunday. Man I'm so excited. God has been speaking so much to me. It's all so wonderful.. It's like nothing can ruin my day. Not rain, not waking up late, not a bad grade, and not jerky frineds and teenage drama. I love it. Because growing up I found myself full of so much joy for absolutely no reason, then when i got to be a teenager I got into that whole depression fad. Nuh Uh not falling for it any more. When people say the best advice is to not worry and be happy they mean it! I don't worry and not matter what people think I am happy. Happy, Joyful, and content. That will never change.
YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? Because I have the most awesome "Pick me up" And It is truthfully GOd. As long as i keep my mind set to him I feel sanctified. I feel GOOD! You know, I just can't get over people congragulating me being happy as if I need the encouragement. I know I'm happy. Now it does make me feel good to know that it makes them happy to see me happy, BUT you know what even better? Them being happy for the same reason I'm happy.
You want a boyfriend, you want a gilrfriend, REALLY you just want somebody who can always be there for you and hold you as you get crapped on in this world. Well, let me tell you something. I tried that, and quite frankly I never felt better, then would just crap right back...YOU KNOW who won't crap back? The Lord and savior and creator of this earth. It's does look hard to abide by his instructions, BUT when you do...there's no turning back. AND if you do turn away you feel like an idiot and just turn right back.
So yeah I do have someone to hold me and for me to admit all my worries to. I have to say the most awesome thing about it is God won't judge to where you feel embarrassed. It's such a gentle and gracious correction and all you want is to do better next time.
This is a love song
That I'm writing Just for you!
This is a heartache
That is chasing after you!
I'm getting pulled in
And I know I cannot fight it!
I am waiting
For my heart to explode with JOY!!
come to me come to me come to me, Lord
come to me come to me come to me, LORD!!
As far as God goes everything's hunky dory. I'm actually gonna go start getting my practice on my guitar for worhsip this sunday. Man I'm so excited. God has been speaking so much to me. It's all so wonderful.. It's like nothing can ruin my day. Not rain, not waking up late, not a bad grade, and not jerky frineds and teenage drama. I love it. Because growing up I found myself full of so much joy for absolutely no reason, then when i got to be a teenager I got into that whole depression fad. Nuh Uh not falling for it any more. When people say the best advice is to not worry and be happy they mean it! I don't worry and not matter what people think I am happy. Happy, Joyful, and content. That will never change.
YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? Because I have the most awesome "Pick me up" And It is truthfully GOd. As long as i keep my mind set to him I feel sanctified. I feel GOOD! You know, I just can't get over people congragulating me being happy as if I need the encouragement. I know I'm happy. Now it does make me feel good to know that it makes them happy to see me happy, BUT you know what even better? Them being happy for the same reason I'm happy.
You want a boyfriend, you want a gilrfriend, REALLY you just want somebody who can always be there for you and hold you as you get crapped on in this world. Well, let me tell you something. I tried that, and quite frankly I never felt better, then would just crap right back...YOU KNOW who won't crap back? The Lord and savior and creator of this earth. It's does look hard to abide by his instructions, BUT when you do...there's no turning back. AND if you do turn away you feel like an idiot and just turn right back.
So yeah I do have someone to hold me and for me to admit all my worries to. I have to say the most awesome thing about it is God won't judge to where you feel embarrassed. It's such a gentle and gracious correction and all you want is to do better next time.
This is a love song
That I'm writing Just for you!
This is a heartache
That is chasing after you!
I'm getting pulled in
And I know I cannot fight it!
I am waiting
For my heart to explode with JOY!!
come to me come to me come to me, Lord
come to me come to me come to me, LORD!!