Aproaching a fun day

Sep 09, 2004 22:02

As much as I worry it will all turn out the right way. Yeah, every girl wants a Sweet 16, mine's probably not going to end up being as, "special" as every other girl's, but I have a feeling it will all fall together.

My Dream: All my friends and family throwing me a huge party and me dancing to sixteen cnadles or at least hearing the song. Hoping that I'd be sharing a nice fairytale moment dancing with my dad. I only 16 I don't expect to be sharing it with a special someone. However, that was my first image to come to mind. But now it's too late. I know my family is too busy to plan something big, and I don't expect any of my friends to pull something out of their butts either(no offense just saying people can't make the come out of nowhere). Just as well. I mean to me if it doesn't happen on my birthday It's just not the same.

Someone's already singing me my sixteen candles melody and that's my daddy...my Daddy in heaven. As much as I talk about him I'm bringing him up now because he raised me. I've have fantasies of being this Daddy's girls and sharing wonderful little times with my Dad all through my life. As vague as that sounds. However that's not how things turned out with my Dad. I Love him with all my heart, but have times like that now would just be awkward because we have so much lost time.

So once again I turn to the one who created me. The one who held me before I came into the doctor's grip at birth. The one who said, "I'll give her brown eyes, becuase beuty will be simple to her." The one who said "I'll have her mom and dad name her Joanna, because it means God's Gracious Gift." The one who knows me best. The one who's smile mine is connected to. So yeah...the Daddy's girl fantasy isn't completely in the dark, I've already got it and I've had it...all my life.

I'm excited about my birthday. All my friends want to know what I want and I tell them, "I just wanna be loved!" I say it, because I've got it and there's nothing more I need.

Happy Birthday! I'll be sweet 16. I am His Daughter...I'm his teenage dream.Dum dum dum dum....

Later dudes and dudetts!
-Joanna Lillian Seamen (Soon to be sweet sixteen) :)
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