Aug 20, 2006 11:44
last night i was really depressed. i had been stressed out about learning all of these new things for work, and even though i was doing alot better than my co-workers at learning these things, i'm nervous about being able to retain all of this information. on top of that my boys are on tour an i worry about them and for 2 weeks every time i try to do something with someone i get flake on.
i hate flakes. ive been really down about not having any good friends except for jamie who is a struggle because of our history, and i'm trying really hard to make friends and strenghten the bonds with the people i am already friends with, but lik yesterday, i got flaked on 3 times by 3 different people.
it make me wonder if people really want to be my friend or not.