well
Today I finished my Baudelaire essay (in French, total nightmare) and my Corneille, both of which are a relief. Things are going nicely with the bf; I really miss him and I do wish he'd call more but there's not a huge amount I can do about it and I don't want to be clingy because I know he has a lot on his plate at the moment. I'm glad I didn't see the post-grad boy again because he was quite interesting and I don't want to put myself in harms way. Only a few days till I get to go home (to the bf) for xmas, which'll be amazing and much needed. I worry sometimes that he doesn't care about seeing me but I think he's just settled into having me, and worried about other things. I know I'm very important to him and if I kicked up a fuss he'd show it but I won't be selfish like that because he has enough to worry about. Apparently I'm the most complicated woman he's ever met, which I really shouldn't take as a compliment but I kind of do. He's bloody confusing to me so it's not like it's a one sided thing; I think we're both just baffled lol. I've been with him for almost 2 yrs and I think I actually know him better than anyone. He definately knows me better than anyone else does. And yet, he still confuses the hell out of me; probably one of the reasons we've lasted so long. anyway back to the essays, horrible rain. hate english weather blah.