Jun 05, 2007 23:36
so i'm a fuck up.
one of my friends told me tonight i was her shadow and i said i was best friends with her best friends. which i never said i was at all. her best friend said we were best friends right when i said we werent. she said i do things she does and it annoys her. even tho for the last week i've tried to avoid her because shes such a bitch to me. never says anything nice anymore. so i dont want to talk to her. she said she just had to get it off her chest and now everythings ok. no its not ok. how are we just going to go back to normal? stupid people piss me off. she expect me to keep acting the same way towrds her. no. i'm not, i'm going to make her feel like shit. and not speak to her. nothings ok when people are petty hike school shit heads. i'm not a fucking kid, dont start drama. i hate being around people with drama. bullshitters. i forgive and forget all the stupid shit people say to me too damn easily. because i think to lose a friend over stupid shit is dumb so i let it roll off. but fuck that. i'm a bitch too.
fuck every guy ever. fuck everyone ever. i need something more again.