ticking clock
cameron is sleeping on my bed. i cant go to sleep so i'm not sleeping. wish i could though. thinking about what happened with pevans today. told him to call me jokingly and he was like 'i dont have your number' then i was like get it from rachael. so let's see if he does. i betting not. i just want to hang out with him. jeez. life's weird beau. gardenstate soundtrack rules. fuck being itchy. i'm thinking about just cutting all my skin off. that would work i bet. ok so i'm ready for bed but cameron is in the dead middle. fuck...