Nov 29, 2005 16:25
late nights in the park,
playing follow the leader.
dreams of being happy.
dancing, dancing, and singing,
singing because i'm happier.
sleeping because i'm giving up.
death doesn't scare me,
because i never cry when you die.
people change when we all forget,
forget the days when we,
were on top of the world.
need to stop napping after classes for so long. keeping me up at night. didnt go to sleep til 2 last night. layed in bed at 11. got up at 12:30 went downstairs and sat. michael is 6 tomorrow. what a kid, what a kid. evan is sucking his thumb now. well thats what jami said, i havent seen it yet.
want to go to nashville but i shouldnt, not tonight. dont waste gas, need money for x-mas. but i'm so bored and sick of being here and its only tuesday. should go and sit in the coffee shop soon. feel like reading. feel like dying.