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I like the way that parents only recognize that you are going to a certain age that would qualify you for more responsibilities when it is convenient for them and not for you. Sure if I had wanted to go spend a few days during spring break in Orlando they would never consider that I am going to be twenty. It would be an instantaneous NO. But of course when it come to their benefit I am 20. And it certainly is not my fault that at my age they had a billion responsibilities including to take care of me and I certainly think that it is not fair to compare me with to them, when they were my age. And I definitely see how it is, I may not be their favorite child but they could at least pat me on the back for getting much farther than they did in school, especially for not falling into their same fate. Sometimes I just want to move out already, they want me to take up on more responsibilities fine, no problem, but they don't have to rub in my face that they had sooooo many responsibilities. If its anybodies fault that they didn't get to enjoy the best years its theirs, they are the ones responsible for having me, because I sure didn't conceive myself. You know I have feelings to and I can feel when I am resented. . . I just wish sometimes that I can just get away for a few days to think to myself and have some reflection time but i fell so lonely sometimes and I just want some one to be there with me. . . but i guess this is all part of growing up. . .