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Mar 13, 2005 00:48

I hate that you always find a way to be on her side and make me the villain. Why can't you just be happy for me, and understand me when i am down. Its not my fault that she is lonely, i was lonely too once upon a time but did i make a big fuss? If you can't see that she sometimes provokes me to say things or make some facial expression that you dissaprove of than im sorry because that is certainly not my fault. It was unfair when you compared my relationship with luis to the relationship i have with her. They are completely different and its unfair that you make it seem like that i hate her because its the complete opposite, of course i love her she is related to me and i would do anything for her. Luis is everything to me, you said that all my attention goes to him and not to any of you. Well guess what when did you give me all the attention you guys give her it has always been like i am the outsider and i dont belong to any of you. Sometimes i wish i had a better relationship with you so that i can tell you everything that goes on in my life, so that you can understand me better but i guess its to late for all of that now. I wish you had never said what you said today because that was like a sword that went through straight to my heart. But now i see and understand why you are a certain way when it comes to that. You completely ruined my day and i hope that when i left that all you could think about was what you said to me.
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