i hate the way i write when i'm trying
would you swap me hearts for one night so i'd have it in me to treat you terribly? i could use your powers to bend the hours in favor of my most uncomely urges, let the evening gently sink to the bottom of my drink and wake up wrapped in arms i don't remember falling into in the first place with nothing left to do but stagger home and "oh look what the cat dragged in."