ski trip is tomorow... can i get a holla holla?!?!?
so this past week has been a pretty interesting one. i have had alot of stuff to think about. very little of that thinking was actually about exams which i suppose im doin alright on by the way. the semester is over and now we are going on the tri-youthgroup ski trip. alot of people are being very skeptical about this trip. because it is not going to be the amazing bonding experience that we normally have with our jarvis ski trip. however i think it will be excellent. if nothing else it will be a great chance to meet new people and possibly minister to them. for some reason when you have no idea who someone is you have the option of being very comfortable with them. i know that doesnt make sense. but is it easier to evangelize to a complete stranger or someone you have known for years? i think this will be a pretty exciting opportunity and im really looking forward to seeing what happens. because i honestly have no idea what it is going to be like. i can only pack my bag and hope for the best, which is what i plan on doing. there are alot of different grooups of people that i want to ski with, and i really wish i could ski with all of them, but i dont know how im going to pull that one off. we'll see. hopefully i wont run into a confrontational or awkward experience with certain nameless people. thats something i really dont want to happen because i really think that this trip will do me some good. i sure hope so. i want to get back on track with god and i dont know if i can do that on my own. hopefully this trip will set me on fire and get me thinking in the ways i need to be thinking and prepare me for whats in stored. this trip is going to be alot different because the older people are all gone and... we're the older people. gulp. i had no idea that we were those guys now. ill never know how we came into this position. but the fact is we are in it, and some how need to fill it. hopefully we can do that without trying to hard or changing too much. i want to get peppy again. to that place i was what seems like so long ago. i havent been able to find that goofy spirit since then, and i really think i need it. its what i operate on and i really need to find someway to get back there. i know that doesnt make sense to most people but the truth is i can just flat out say it. and those of you who know what im talking about. yeah. haha