Long time no update!!
Hey ya'll!! It's been so long since I've updated I don't even know if anyone will read this! LoLx! That's ok--I need to vent to someone.
Latest news:
~ Alex being a whore bag--again! No surprise! But I serioursly thought all this shit was over with all ready. W/E! I don't give three fucks!
~Saw Jena and Ralph together moments ago--who knows what they where doing! I can't stand that bitch! Not like I like him or anything but to tell teh truth I just want her to be plain miserable! She's a bitch! We learn from all these stories and things when we were younger that the bad will always end up hurt in some way--either mentally or physically-->why the fuck does she have the better life! I mean I'm not saying I'm perfect and because of that should have everything my way but I think I'm much better of a person then Jena!! I don't understand how she gets all these guys and I can't get one! What the fuck!? It's amazing how one little letter n can change a person so much--->Jena= arch-rival.....Jenna= mentor and ultimate sex goddess!! But then again if Jenna Jameason where to go to our school would I be friends with her? Would I like her even?
Latest Desires:
~A boyfriend: one who is always there and who cares about me and my life.
~A life: one that is eventful and fulfilling, pleasing and just plain perfect.
~An easy class: not even band is easy any more!! God I hate high school!!
I really, really want a boyfriend problem with that idea--who? I don't even like anyone! Which is a shock because I always like someone!! My latest flavors have all gone down the drain:
-Fernando--who knows? I think Hugo screwed that one up!
-Ralph--caught with Jena in library--who knows what they were up to..that sickens me!
-Keith-still around...still cute...but...I lost kinda interest. We would never have been good together--we clashed too much.
-Hugo-still around...not to far (coansidering I'm at the library) but....I kinda lost interest in that too...he was/is a horny little bastard I don't know if I could have delt with that.
-Robert-still around...still in love with Brittani(one of best friends)-you get the idea...
-Jason-girlfriend...enough said...
So there goes my nominees. Have any suggestions on how to get someone new? Besides changing schools--lolx! I also need to start doing my homework! Fuck!I don't get it--I have no life and yet I never do my homework--what do I do all day when I get home--I don't even know! I'm fucking nocternal--I can't fucking sleep at night--I just lay in my bed and watch any cars that pass by on my street outside my window--usually about 2 an hour (depending on the time)--a lot more if it's the weekend and someone's having a party.Isn't that sad--I seat at home on Friday and Saturday nights and watch cars drives by. g2g! bye
kises,
emily
Latest news:
~ Alex being a whore bag--again! No surprise! But I serioursly thought all this shit was over with all ready. W/E! I don't give three fucks!
~Saw Jena and Ralph together moments ago--who knows what they where doing! I can't stand that bitch! Not like I like him or anything but to tell teh truth I just want her to be plain miserable! She's a bitch! We learn from all these stories and things when we were younger that the bad will always end up hurt in some way--either mentally or physically-->why the fuck does she have the better life! I mean I'm not saying I'm perfect and because of that should have everything my way but I think I'm much better of a person then Jena!! I don't understand how she gets all these guys and I can't get one! What the fuck!? It's amazing how one little letter n can change a person so much--->Jena= arch-rival.....Jenna= mentor and ultimate sex goddess!! But then again if Jenna Jameason where to go to our school would I be friends with her? Would I like her even?
Latest Desires:
~A boyfriend: one who is always there and who cares about me and my life.
~A life: one that is eventful and fulfilling, pleasing and just plain perfect.
~An easy class: not even band is easy any more!! God I hate high school!!
I really, really want a boyfriend problem with that idea--who? I don't even like anyone! Which is a shock because I always like someone!! My latest flavors have all gone down the drain:
-Fernando--who knows? I think Hugo screwed that one up!
-Ralph--caught with Jena in library--who knows what they were up to..that sickens me!
-Keith-still around...still cute...but...I lost kinda interest. We would never have been good together--we clashed too much.
-Hugo-still around...not to far (coansidering I'm at the library) but....I kinda lost interest in that too...he was/is a horny little bastard I don't know if I could have delt with that.
-Robert-still around...still in love with Brittani(one of best friends)-you get the idea...
-Jason-girlfriend...enough said...
So there goes my nominees. Have any suggestions on how to get someone new? Besides changing schools--lolx! I also need to start doing my homework! Fuck!I don't get it--I have no life and yet I never do my homework--what do I do all day when I get home--I don't even know! I'm fucking nocternal--I can't fucking sleep at night--I just lay in my bed and watch any cars that pass by on my street outside my window--usually about 2 an hour (depending on the time)--a lot more if it's the weekend and someone's having a party.Isn't that sad--I seat at home on Friday and Saturday nights and watch cars drives by. g2g! bye
kises,
emily