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You know.....that wasn't Brandon. Or at least it didn't really look like him. There were no rosy cheeks, no pink lips, and come on.....there was sooo not enough gel in his hair! For real, that was the first thought I had....his hair?!?! Have I gone crazy?
That was truly sad today.....I am really dreading tomorrow. And you know, Brandon isn't there. It is just his body. I wish God would have made an easier way to exit this world. Or at least made it easier on those who are still here. My mom said that it could be a blessing.....Brandon now never has to go through any of the heartaches and stuff that we all still have. Very true.
You know, I still sit here and can't believe it is real. I feel like he could just wake up at any moment.
I am glad that I got to see everyone....sorry for the circumstance that has brought us together. But it makes me realize something. It makes me feel bad for not going out with everyone when asked and makes me feel like I have taken people's friendships for granted. I am sorry if I have made anyone feel like that. Maybe this has all taught us to live for today......who knows what tomorrow brings?!?!
and my favorite quote......
"Dream as if you'll live forever....live as if you'll die today."-James Dean-
That was truly sad today.....I am really dreading tomorrow. And you know, Brandon isn't there. It is just his body. I wish God would have made an easier way to exit this world. Or at least made it easier on those who are still here. My mom said that it could be a blessing.....Brandon now never has to go through any of the heartaches and stuff that we all still have. Very true.
You know, I still sit here and can't believe it is real. I feel like he could just wake up at any moment.
I am glad that I got to see everyone....sorry for the circumstance that has brought us together. But it makes me realize something. It makes me feel bad for not going out with everyone when asked and makes me feel like I have taken people's friendships for granted. I am sorry if I have made anyone feel like that. Maybe this has all taught us to live for today......who knows what tomorrow brings?!?!
and my favorite quote......
"Dream as if you'll live forever....live as if you'll die today."-James Dean-