swim meet
im soo scared about today... i have swimming devisionals today AND tomorrow. i dont know how im going to do. I get soo nervous b4 i swim in big meets like this. in cross country it was good cuzz it made you run faster, but in swimming its bad becuzz i freak out and i screw my stroke up so it actually makes me slower. umm suzy wished me goodluck last night, that ALWAYS (i wish i could underline that) helps me. im ranked 7th and 8th in 2 events and top 6 medal... all the more reason to be nervous cuz i have to move up today, im not goin to waste 3 months in that horrible water and not get a medal!! then theres the other problem... my shoulders. hmm well i cant raise my left arm equal to the my shoulder without it killing me. AND THE RIGHT ONE IS EVEN WORSE. I hate sports, i stress my self out so bad (heck im even rambling on in this thing) but seriously say a prayer for me or something today please.
i shaved my legs last night, my chest, my armpits, and my hmm you got the idea. but i did leave the hair on my head. I like it even though it took me like an hour and a half. it was horrible i cut my legs soo bad. but worth it cuzz at least i know why girls dont do shave there legs all the time.
i decided ex-boyfriends are retarted. not just anyone of them in particular but if your girl broke up with you, sure it was fun while it lasted but its over move on. and another thing for all those ex-boyfriends out there who are obsessed about their old girlfriend thats just scares me... i think gina(gina your my favorite metro kid) said it best "get over it" umm thats just me but i gotta go dont forget to say a lil word to the lord for me
i shaved my legs last night, my chest, my armpits, and my hmm you got the idea. but i did leave the hair on my head. I like it even though it took me like an hour and a half. it was horrible i cut my legs soo bad. but worth it cuzz at least i know why girls dont do shave there legs all the time.
i decided ex-boyfriends are retarted. not just anyone of them in particular but if your girl broke up with you, sure it was fun while it lasted but its over move on. and another thing for all those ex-boyfriends out there who are obsessed about their old girlfriend thats just scares me... i think gina(gina your my favorite metro kid) said it best "get over it" umm thats just me but i gotta go dont forget to say a lil word to the lord for me