Nov 10, 2005 00:15
based on a comment on my previous entry, i think we need to get a few things straight.
my name is nicole wilson. im not perfect. in fact, im pretty far from it. i have my moments where i am conflicted, immature, short tempered, self centered, bitter, narcissistic, impulisive, overly emotional, completely irrational, and yes, at times i may come off as shallow. whatever i am, im not going to deny it. i have flaws...you do too.
so those of you who know me, then you obviously love me. and i know you will go ahead and read this bad boy (probably not admit to it but whatev) and not judge me. youll say, oh thats just nicole being nicole.
but to those of you who clearly dont know me that well, if at all, go ahead and read it anyway. but just know that mostly everything i write in here is a completely exaggerated emotion that i have inside my head that needs to come out so i can have some clarity. exaggerated emotion. keys words there. so take it easy when you judge me. because you dont know me, you dont know half of what ive been through. and at least i can admit when i fuck up, or when im being shallow or irrational or some other horrible quality that most normal humans have. he without sin may cast the first stone. so go ahead and lose some sleep over how shallow i am and leave some more self righteous comments as if youve never had a shallow thought in your life, anonymous. at least i have a fucking backbone.
not sure why i just bothered to write all that...
Never explain yourself. Your friends dont need it and your enemies will never believe it.
haters, they gonna hate....peace out cub scouts.