i just wrote part of this. boo.

Jun 23, 2003 10:14

hi to all.

i'd originally started this with a bit of a brief gripe about my mom but i don't feel like repeating that again. it's out of my system.

it's been a nice bit of time. i went to sleep somewhere after five, got to hear the birds again (but was too sad to be happy or REALLY appreciate it), and woke up before ten. I had some cookies for breakfast but i think they are too rich. They give me a lousy stomach ache.

It's funny. Yesterday, out of any days so far this past week or so, has TRULY been a bad food day. I mean, i think i definitely ate too much...had dessert quite a bit, didn't really do much in the way of moving. Had a lot of junk, too. But here is what the thing is: I'm less than i was yesterday morning.

It gives me a weird power trip and makes me feel semi-gorgeous. Both make me nervous. Ah well.

Two more days of c.

mood stuff has been very good. ie out of a huge, enormous conversation last night, there was maybe 15 minutes of...eh, freak out sad, which is way different from sad. freak out sad being the sort of sad that makes me go nuts nuts nuts and makes me want to leave and scream and yuck.

but it's ok...

i am not defined by one person.
i am not defined by one person.
i am not defined by one person.
i am not defined by one person.
i am not defined by one person.

sometimes, it sounds a bit like bs...why the hell not?

i'm going to right...it's coming soon....get ready y'all.

more later.
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