Jul 09, 2007 11:58
so i've spent my time working and playing rummikub with the snow family.
i'm very disappointed that there's no rummikub tonight. i love that game.
my coworkers are amazing. they've really stepped up to the plate with me. real friends, a real family.
when i needed a ride to my car at the shop that night, tien offered to take me without my having to ask, even before it happened. why can't i find a boyfriend like that?
they might not all get along, but they've been really supportive this whole time. no one knows how miserable i've been the past few weeks like they do.
i didn't see him much. he was probably avoiding me. i saw him when i came in but i ignored him.
it's always the nights that are difficult.
saturday night i went straight to the snows' and they were kind enough to let me stay over. i don't know how it would've been if it weren't for them.
laurie came back from argentina yesterday! i'm so happy to have her home.
i know it should've been me. but if there's anything to be known about me, i'm extremely loyal and resolute, optimistic bordering on a flaw, naive in the most positive and most painful way, and with a powerful, undying faith in the power of love and self will. so sue me.