Oct 13, 2005 19:38
today went by pretty quickly. i didn't do any vhs work because the only stuff i need to get done is the stuff i need to listen to and i forgot my headphones. so i did college stuff during first block. i'm almost done with salem. i've been trying to look for a couple more schools to apply to just in case but i don't really want to go anywhere else besides the four schools i picked out. i think i'll be fine. two of them i know i'll definately get into.
that little glassesed lady was frightning! i like her! i had fun with that today.
so i was sitting in the "band cave" filing music. then i just stopped and sat there thinnking about everything in the world for a half hour. ifelt like 5 minutes.
i think i did really good on my psych test. yay!
i babysitttteddd today. was not fun. i realized that once i leave school i babysit for almost the same amount of time i was in school twice a week. that's a long time.
i really don't know what to feel right now. part of me is happy because i am home and i can do whatever i want because i finished my homework. but the other part of me is really sad and confused and stressed out and mad and upset and basically just negative.
i wanna be happy. i wanna have fun. even if it only lasts a second.