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Well, I worked today. Uhhh...what to say. Well, my dad picked me up from work today. It was kind of a weird situation. He was blasting this song that he didnt even know. Im guessing hes still pissed about that entire us coming home at 6 in the morning. Eh, he'll get over it. Then he blasted the Wallflowers-One headlight. That song made me feel so happy. I stuck my hand out the window and as cheesy as it sounds I was like really happy. I liked the way things were going even though i dont gloat how excited or happy i am sometimes. Yeah, anywho.
I gave Brianna a call. There is just so much that she is in for its scary. Well, first of all, she has this asshole father of hers which will hopefully will get the hell out of her life. Well, her and her mom will get through it. Then she has the entire eric ordeal. She picked me up from work on wed night. Then we stopped by taco bell and got me a chicken quesadilla....the best food in the world. Then as she drove me home, we were talking about her and me and our thoughts and situations. And i started telling her all these things that she should know. With the entire eric thing, she likes the guy and the guy obviously likes her. Shes very afraid of commitment and eric has had in his mind that if he is with a girl that he would want something serious. I dont know what the deal is. First brianna says that she needs time. Eric seems like a great guy. I love Eric. He is the shit sometimes, beside the fact that he gets horny as hell when he's drunk. That I dont mind because all you do is stop him from doing whatever, but still. And i think that is what brianna is afraid of. Shes afraid that he may do something after they do something in which they both get together officially. And i told her with whatever logic I have with relationship advice, that whatever she is afraid of is a risk that everybody takes when they pull themselves into a relationship. She just was looking at me and stopped and said, "what the fuck? How can I be older than you and you be so much smarter than me in all of this?" I told her that, hey, i have a sister. I learn whatever from her and she teaches me things that I wont fucking understand entirely until i go through them. Im glad ive never been in love. Its too much stress. Well, anywho, brianna kept on telling me how she was scared that if she did talk to him, which is what i tell everybody to do in any situation is talk. So, she is afraid to talk to him and find out that he wants nothing at all. Then i told her the main thing that everybody hates hearing....if you never take the chance how are you truly going to know the outcome? She just smiled and said again, "goddamn you angelica!" And, goddamn, i was really full of logic right there and then. I loved it. So, in conclusion, she is going to talk to him and find out for sure if anything will happen. She needs the support of someone besides herself and I will always be here for her. But in the end she will do what she is going to do.
I love knowing things in advance. I like how this logic that is taught to me from all of silvias mistakes and situations will help me with whatever problems i have. Ha.
Oh, silvia silvia silvia. We are so different me and her that we are so the same. And that is kinda weird. Things that she has done as a 21 year old, shit....i would know better. I think, anyway. Ive told her that before. But, she is a mature girl and knows the consequences of STUPID situations. And yeah, lovely lovely boys. The cause of all problems. Well, there is always that one person that you never think will be like the others. There will always be that special one that will just be there for you and just you. Anywho, that will come in time, hopefully. whatever.
I gave Brianna a call. There is just so much that she is in for its scary. Well, first of all, she has this asshole father of hers which will hopefully will get the hell out of her life. Well, her and her mom will get through it. Then she has the entire eric ordeal. She picked me up from work on wed night. Then we stopped by taco bell and got me a chicken quesadilla....the best food in the world. Then as she drove me home, we were talking about her and me and our thoughts and situations. And i started telling her all these things that she should know. With the entire eric thing, she likes the guy and the guy obviously likes her. Shes very afraid of commitment and eric has had in his mind that if he is with a girl that he would want something serious. I dont know what the deal is. First brianna says that she needs time. Eric seems like a great guy. I love Eric. He is the shit sometimes, beside the fact that he gets horny as hell when he's drunk. That I dont mind because all you do is stop him from doing whatever, but still. And i think that is what brianna is afraid of. Shes afraid that he may do something after they do something in which they both get together officially. And i told her with whatever logic I have with relationship advice, that whatever she is afraid of is a risk that everybody takes when they pull themselves into a relationship. She just was looking at me and stopped and said, "what the fuck? How can I be older than you and you be so much smarter than me in all of this?" I told her that, hey, i have a sister. I learn whatever from her and she teaches me things that I wont fucking understand entirely until i go through them. Im glad ive never been in love. Its too much stress. Well, anywho, brianna kept on telling me how she was scared that if she did talk to him, which is what i tell everybody to do in any situation is talk. So, she is afraid to talk to him and find out that he wants nothing at all. Then i told her the main thing that everybody hates hearing....if you never take the chance how are you truly going to know the outcome? She just smiled and said again, "goddamn you angelica!" And, goddamn, i was really full of logic right there and then. I loved it. So, in conclusion, she is going to talk to him and find out for sure if anything will happen. She needs the support of someone besides herself and I will always be here for her. But in the end she will do what she is going to do.
I love knowing things in advance. I like how this logic that is taught to me from all of silvias mistakes and situations will help me with whatever problems i have. Ha.
Oh, silvia silvia silvia. We are so different me and her that we are so the same. And that is kinda weird. Things that she has done as a 21 year old, shit....i would know better. I think, anyway. Ive told her that before. But, she is a mature girl and knows the consequences of STUPID situations. And yeah, lovely lovely boys. The cause of all problems. Well, there is always that one person that you never think will be like the others. There will always be that special one that will just be there for you and just you. Anywho, that will come in time, hopefully. whatever.