sick and tired...
I strated a blog... and got to three pages before i just couldnt do it any more. It hurt too much. I cried too much.
So im going to sum it all up.
Im so sick and tired of all this fucken bullshit. Seriously. I have so much pent up rage, and hostility towards ALOT of people... but yet i put on this happy face and keep my mouth shut. Im going to snap on someone soon.
on my mom... on dave...on everyone.
The problem? Im too fucken nice. I dont have the guts to say what i really want to say. I can't just open my mouth and say...
"Im sick of you making me feel like you 'at your convience g/f"
"Im sick of you pretending your life is so much better without me in it"
"Im sick feeling like your feelings were just a phase"
"Im sick of you not seeing ME for ME"
"Im sick of being invisible to you"
"Im sick of being treated like i was the worst person ever"
"Im sick of being treated like nothing was ever good enough for you"
Im.
fucken.
sick.
and.
tired.
Fuck.
Will... please help me here. Give me the strength not to go mental. Help me find the people that care, and see me for me. You did. I miss you...and really need you, more than anyone understands.
Frig.
So im going to sum it all up.
Im so sick and tired of all this fucken bullshit. Seriously. I have so much pent up rage, and hostility towards ALOT of people... but yet i put on this happy face and keep my mouth shut. Im going to snap on someone soon.
on my mom... on dave...on everyone.
The problem? Im too fucken nice. I dont have the guts to say what i really want to say. I can't just open my mouth and say...
"Im sick of you making me feel like you 'at your convience g/f"
"Im sick of you pretending your life is so much better without me in it"
"Im sick feeling like your feelings were just a phase"
"Im sick of you not seeing ME for ME"
"Im sick of being invisible to you"
"Im sick of being treated like i was the worst person ever"
"Im sick of being treated like nothing was ever good enough for you"
Im.
fucken.
sick.
and.
tired.
Fuck.
Will... please help me here. Give me the strength not to go mental. Help me find the people that care, and see me for me. You did. I miss you...and really need you, more than anyone understands.
Frig.