holy crap...
i know i know i'm a little drunk right now but i would just like everybody to know i am just the biggest fuck up in the entire world i can't let my feelings out about it to Jesus, Arfer, Josie, or even this entry but all i know is i hope Lacey is so fucking drunk that she doesn't remember tonite i sure as hell know that i am and i'm gonna wake up tomorrow thinking what the fuck is this entry about all i know is Lacey i'm sorry i ever came into you're life i'm sorry you ever had to deal with me i'm staring at you're oh so beautiful face right now wondering how did i ever get you how am i supposed to deal with such beauty all i can ever say to you is i'm sorry holy crap i'm so fucking sorry please Lacey please just you don't need me please read this and please be strong enough to let me go Lacey i know i know i love you and Lacey trust me i know that you love me too but
josiah....i too am also drunk.....we are all drunk...a thing i would lilke to state is the fact that i envy what lacey and davie have...i have been around davie and lacey from the time they have set eyeyes on eachother...and if i ever love a girl half a much as davie loves lacey than i will have succeeded in life...regarging woman...i wish for one moment..i could hold a girl in my arms and hold a girls hand with such purity as davie holds lacey...again...i am flawed as most humans are..davie on the other hand is flawed but has found the key to life...love...in laceys eyes heart and soul...i am davies friend and one thing ive seen in davie...is his feelings ate pertinent to laceys...if lacey is happy..davie is happy...if lavcey is sad..then davie is hurting...from what u have seen in daivie lacie..i have learned truly how feelings in lovers mesh and i hope to one day to be so in touched with a woman that her whims are mine and hers flaws are my acceptants....please do not feel sad davie...i wish for you to feel blessed which you do..not only that lacey is in your life...that you have such true and respected feelings for her....ill leave you with this davie
when i first saw you i allready knew thatere was something beautiful inside of you something i knew i would always find...angel of mine......
josiah....
josiah....i too am also drunk.....we are all drunk...a thing i would lilke to state is the fact that i envy what lacey and davie have...i have been around davie and lacey from the time they have set eyeyes on eachother...and if i ever love a girl half a much as davie loves lacey than i will have succeeded in life...regarging woman...i wish for one moment..i could hold a girl in my arms and hold a girls hand with such purity as davie holds lacey...again...i am flawed as most humans are..davie on the other hand is flawed but has found the key to life...love...in laceys eyes heart and soul...i am davies friend and one thing ive seen in davie...is his feelings ate pertinent to laceys...if lacey is happy..davie is happy...if lavcey is sad..then davie is hurting...from what u have seen in daivie lacie..i have learned truly how feelings in lovers mesh and i hope to one day to be so in touched with a woman that her whims are mine and hers flaws are my acceptants....please do not feel sad davie...i wish for you to feel blessed which you do..not only that lacey is in your life...that you have such true and respected feelings for her....ill leave you with this davie
when i first saw you i allready knew thatere was something beautiful inside of you something i knew i would always find...angel of mine......
josiah....